So me and Anni’s dinner and movie date went well. We’re both better now. We talked at dinner though it never really escalated to a big serious conversation really. I think we just both know what we need to do. We did talk about it though face to face, calmly which was really good. Honestly we were having such a fun time at dinner. The movie was really fun to, and I am going to miss Anni like crazy. But it’s only a few days, we have done months.
what would ur gf think about you posting 'half naked' pictures of katy perry all over ur blog? i mean it's obvious your in love with katy perry and she's WAY MORE ATTRACTIVE than ur gf but its still rude to just throw it in her face
Fuck you my girlfriend is hot and I love her. And I’d rather have my girlfriend than Katy Perry any day.
Today was good. I’m looking forward to how things pan out tomorrow. I’m ready to face what may come, but I hate this waiting game, this not knowing anything. But I’ve brought this upon myself. Nothing I can do but wait. I hate this feeling, I can’t even sit still.
My Tumblr background is extremely out of season, I know. But I honestly cannot remember how to change it so that is the reason behind the delay. I have put about 15% effort in figuring it out honestly, so when I care more I’ll change it.
I hope Anni isn’t too tired to talk tonight. We have barley talked today cause she has been too busy. Work was pretty good today/tonight. I work tomorrow and that’s about it. Gym tomorrow, and thank you cards haha. That’s really the only significant parts of tomorrow. And that is perfectly fine with me.
So I think the past few weeks I have kinda put Anni in the wrong category of my life. I have been filing her into the area of 'my girlfriend who I love and is mostly amazing, but is kinda eh who is making me happy, but is kinda making me upset. Who I know is stressed, but she can deal with it I wish she wouldn't affect us.' Well that is wrong of me and that is not how it has always been, and because I’ve been like this it has caused much distres in our relationship. Where she should be and is normally, and where I have put her back into is the category of life 'I love my girlfriend who is just the most amazing person ever and with out her my summer wouldn't be amazing at all. Who is doing so much for our relationship and who is stressed about finances for next year, who I am willing to support 100% and do anything in the world for her and while even though it's not the summer we had planned the summer with her has been pretty freaking awesome!' I really don’t know what I would do with out her, she has faults but who doesn’t. I love her and she is all mine and I all hers!