Love is long lasting. Love does not stop at the surface. Love means putting up and loving the person even when you might not like them. You might even dislike them at the moment, but you still love them. Love is being quick to forgive and patient despite repeated mistakes. Love can remain constant over the longest time or longest distance. Love also means giving up a little of me for more of us.
I’m so mentally burned out. I just don’t have the energy or the motivation to think or interact. Sorry you have to deal with it, believe it or not you’re getting my all. I know it seems like I’m not trying to interact and talk to you. I am trying my hardest to treat you as close as I can to good, I’m just not good right now. But I am putting all my effort towards you not anyone else. Because you don’t deserve to have to deal with this. Just hang in there I will be fine, I can’t thank you enough for being there for me, and I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
I get to see Anni soon and I cannot wait! Tomorrow is her first golf tournament of the semester. I know she will do amazing! She is traveling with just the girls golf team this time. I’m so glad that God put some amazing girls in Anni’s life, I don’t know them that well but they seem pretty fun! They are goofs but my girlfriend is a huge goof so I think they are all a perfect fit. I’m glad there alike, there crazy and funny but good girls and I think that’s what Anni needs. She wants to have fun, but good fun that won’t make her feel bad or that will interfere with us. They are having a fun few days already and they haven’t even played, besides a practice round!
